2nd brother kept playing this song for the past consecutive days. making me falling in love with the song. well, indeed it's a nice song:D

happened to read NatHo's blog. & came across singing 'CNY' song using Lady GaGa- Poker Face. LOL !

you said you wasn't avoiding me, but why din't you reply my message.
speechless or just ignoring me?
sighs, i wish i could pretend nothing has happened before.

i need hugs !
i need a shoulder to lean on.


p/s: i'm not trying to be emo here. just that i love leaning/lying on others.
& i absolute love hugssss !:D :D :D

frankly speaking, i'm sick & tired of blogging.but, i can't resist the temptation of blogging. as blog to me is to express my thoughts.
some things are hard to voice out & it would be better to write it down.
at the same time, it can be kept as memerious.

i'm intending to buy a 2010 date-planner & always bring it out with me.so i can jot down certain things i done during the day.
don't know why, i feel like hitting the pub not club.
though i love dancing, but i don't like being in the club.*some should know the reason> logic luhs!
i want to officially eighteen, please ! september hurry come !(:
i feeling so old now, whereby i got lots of friends who are much younger than me.
ahhh! ahhh!

my skin is peeling ! loving it !
heading to vivo with parents later !(:

graduation ceremony tmr(: had to wake up at 645am.
heard that it'll be damn damn boring. well, just for the sake of collecting my cert, i shall endure & go!(:
can't wait to see OD mates & of course other friends from other courses too!(:

life still goes on!(: though i'm not very okayy now.

daddy bought MACS home again! arrgh ! & i got to eat it?!
arrgh!
i went jogging today!(: not really satisfied with myself.
& i think it's a waste run since i'm eating MACS right now!
crap ! i need long jogs to improve on my stamina & to improve on my up-slopes.
i need a running kaki! or maybe an instructor.

Zen X-Fi 8GB SELLING AT LESS THAN $150! PRICE IS NEGOTIABLE! THOUGH IT'S NOT BRAND NEW BUT IT'S WORKING PERFECTLY FINE ! & ALSO, THERE'S ABIT OF SCRATCHES. I'M HELPING MY FRIEND TO ADVERTISE. DO LEAVE A TAG ON MY TAG-BOARD IF YOU'RE INTERESTED.

P/S: DO HELP ME SPREAD THE WORD. THANKS(:

today,
brought my grandmother to the hospital for check-up together with dayi.
but before that, had lunch with mummy & dayi at the coffee shop near grandma's place.
saw Mr Lee Kuan Yew at the hospital too(: first time seeing Minister Mentor so close up:/
send grandma home after check-up. went chinatown after that. went to Uncle Sam's shop to look at clothings.
mum bought three pants i guess & i bought one shorts. i need SHORTS in my wardrobe instead of JEANS ! so sick & tired of wearing jeans out as Singapore weather is getting humid:x

left around 4.30pm. trained to bukit batok. weather ain't good today! was so hot & stuffy. inside the train, i almost felt like dying. volleyball training started late.
but, trng was AWESOME ! simply love today trng. as coach trained us in different ways.
now, i got to improve on my underhand & i also want to try spiking !^^
can't wait for next training ! (:

dinner with manyan today ! thanks for picking me up! & sorry to keep you wait uhs !(:

seriously, i still can't accept the fact that you're gone !
maybe you're not. just that you need some time.
i still got some of the msg-es that you sent me previously.
some were gone as i accidentally clear 'all' my msg-es & it's gone :(
but deep in my heart, i do remember the contents in it.
i can't simply list the msg-es that you sent, is just too personal.
i need to talk to you sooonnnn! there's many things i need to tell you!
knowing you won't reply my texts but i still send it out.

today spent my day with PRUDENCE POH !
met her quite late though. cause of my bus was delayed !
ahaah! & also traffic jam at Chinatown area.
shopped around far east to get belts, paragon for Metro & last Taka.
treated her lunch cause she's broke & i'm hungry. LOL!
that's whats friends are for !(:

went chinatown as i thought i could collect my contacts lens. but, it'll only arrive at 7pm.
well, wasted the trip down ! then bus-ed to Wong Manyan hse !(; haa ! she got shocked when we pop outside her house !:D miss you lah! took songs from her. thanks, yeah !
always the one who downloads songs !:D hahah !

in the night, went out with daddy to get daily necessaries & also to collect my contact lens.

tmr gonna have volleyball training ! train hard !:D

knowing you won't be viewing my blog, but i'm still going to type out my thoughts.
even you read, i doubt you're 'even' bothered or interested in my posts.

well, you've changed & maybe me too. i know that there's nothing to talk about between us anymore. i know that you've forgotten about me & out long all-night-talks but i'm not. & i still miss them.

thanks for the chocolates, lollipops & drinks you treated/gave me.
thanks for the bedtime stories that you texted before heading to sleep.
thanks for those big tight everlasting hugs! ♥ each time we bid goodbye.
thanks for those nights we spent together at hill-lock chit-chatting & i'm glad that you let me read the letters that were given by your ex-close friends & ex-lovers.
it's really sweet of you when you knows or rather remember every detail about me in a very short period of time. like, my favourite drinks & chocolates:D ( & i do remember certain stuff you likes)
more to list. but, it's too personal.

i do agree that promises are not meant to be broken. i know you're a man of your words. & you ain't behaving/like those guys friends i have.
i'll still be around to hear your unhappiness.

thank you , bestie !

finish each day & be done with it. you've done what you could. some blunders & absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. tomorrow is a new day. you shall begin it serenely & with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.

Labels: to my beloved bestie

finally, i went to Malaysia ! *three cheers!(:
it's has been a long while since i last went there to shop expect for School Trip.
speaking of it, i miss camps & doing overseas community service !
i just simply love sports & staying outdoors !:D

i guess i think mentioned before that the other time they(aunts,cousins & uncle) went Malaysia & i'm unable to go due to my Passport EXPIRED ! but sadly this time my cousins din't went as they got school & work.

again, QUALITY TIME was spent fruitfully!
met up with Juyi at tiong, mrt to Krangi to meet dayi & cat yi(:
had breakfast at Ananas Cafe then off we go Malaysia.
i learned how to go Malaysia from Singapore >< & it's much lesser people taking this route. shopped at Jesco & City Square. bought quite a number of items/foods from Jesco!
as the things are really cheap!(: had lunch/dinner at Secret Recipe. as usual, ain't that tasty too. left about four plus-five plus ! while walking, shopping & eating had loads of jokes, fun, joy & laughter with uncle & aunties ! can't wait for the next family trip/gathering/outing!

p/s: i can really blend with anyone regardless of age ! LOL !

2nd brother kept playing this song for the past consecutive days. making me falling in love with the song. well, indeed it's a nice song:D

happened to read NatHo's blog. & came across singing 'CNY' song using Lady GaGa- Poker Face. LOL !

you said you wasn't avoiding me, but why din't you reply my message.
speechless or just ignoring me?
sighs, i wish i could pretend nothing has happened before.

i need hugs !
i need a shoulder to lean on.


p/s: i'm not trying to be emo here. just that i love leaning/lying on others.
& i absolute love hugssss !:D :D :D

frankly speaking, i'm sick & tired of blogging.but, i can't resist the temptation of blogging. as blog to me is to express my thoughts.
some things are hard to voice out & it would be better to write it down.
at the same time, it can be kept as memerious.

i'm intending to buy a 2010 date-planner & always bring it out with me.so i can jot down certain things i done during the day.
don't know why, i feel like hitting the pub not club.
though i love dancing, but i don't like being in the club.*some should know the reason> logic luhs!
i want to officially eighteen, please ! september hurry come !(:
i feeling so old now, whereby i got lots of friends who are much younger than me.
ahhh! ahhh!

my skin is peeling ! loving it !
heading to vivo with parents later !(:

graduation ceremony tmr(: had to wake up at 645am.
heard that it'll be damn damn boring. well, just for the sake of collecting my cert, i shall endure & go!(:
can't wait to see OD mates & of course other friends from other courses too!(:

life still goes on!(: though i'm not very okayy now.

daddy bought MACS home again! arrgh ! & i got to eat it?!
arrgh!
i went jogging today!(: not really satisfied with myself.
& i think it's a waste run since i'm eating MACS right now!
crap ! i need long jogs to improve on my stamina & to improve on my up-slopes.
i need a running kaki! or maybe an instructor.

Zen X-Fi 8GB SELLING AT LESS THAN $150! PRICE IS NEGOTIABLE! THOUGH IT'S NOT BRAND NEW BUT IT'S WORKING PERFECTLY FINE ! & ALSO, THERE'S ABIT OF SCRATCHES. I'M HELPING MY FRIEND TO ADVERTISE. DO LEAVE A TAG ON MY TAG-BOARD IF YOU'RE INTERESTED.

P/S: DO HELP ME SPREAD THE WORD. THANKS(:

today,
brought my grandmother to the hospital for check-up together with dayi.
but before that, had lunch with mummy & dayi at the coffee shop near grandma's place.
saw Mr Lee Kuan Yew at the hospital too(: first time seeing Minister Mentor so close up:/
send grandma home after check-up. went chinatown after that. went to Uncle Sam's shop to look at clothings.
mum bought three pants i guess & i bought one shorts. i need SHORTS in my wardrobe instead of JEANS ! so sick & tired of wearing jeans out as Singapore weather is getting humid:x

left around 4.30pm. trained to bukit batok. weather ain't good today! was so hot & stuffy. inside the train, i almost felt like dying. volleyball training started late.
but, trng was AWESOME ! simply love today trng. as coach trained us in different ways.
now, i got to improve on my underhand & i also want to try spiking !^^
can't wait for next training ! (:

dinner with manyan today ! thanks for picking me up! & sorry to keep you wait uhs !(:

seriously, i still can't accept the fact that you're gone !
maybe you're not. just that you need some time.
i still got some of the msg-es that you sent me previously.
some were gone as i accidentally clear 'all' my msg-es & it's gone :(
but deep in my heart, i do remember the contents in it.
i can't simply list the msg-es that you sent, is just too personal.
i need to talk to you sooonnnn! there's many things i need to tell you!
knowing you won't reply my texts but i still send it out.

today spent my day with PRUDENCE POH !
met her quite late though. cause of my bus was delayed !
ahaah! & also traffic jam at Chinatown area.
shopped around far east to get belts, paragon for Metro & last Taka.
treated her lunch cause she's broke & i'm hungry. LOL!
that's whats friends are for !(:

went chinatown as i thought i could collect my contacts lens. but, it'll only arrive at 7pm.
well, wasted the trip down ! then bus-ed to Wong Manyan hse !(; haa ! she got shocked when we pop outside her house !:D miss you lah! took songs from her. thanks, yeah !
always the one who downloads songs !:D hahah !

in the night, went out with daddy to get daily necessaries & also to collect my contact lens.

tmr gonna have volleyball training ! train hard !:D

knowing you won't be viewing my blog, but i'm still going to type out my thoughts.
even you read, i doubt you're 'even' bothered or interested in my posts.

well, you've changed & maybe me too. i know that there's nothing to talk about between us anymore. i know that you've forgotten about me & out long all-night-talks but i'm not. & i still miss them.

thanks for the chocolates, lollipops & drinks you treated/gave me.
thanks for the bedtime stories that you texted before heading to sleep.
thanks for those big tight everlasting hugs! ♥ each time we bid goodbye.
thanks for those nights we spent together at hill-lock chit-chatting & i'm glad that you let me read the letters that were given by your ex-close friends & ex-lovers.
it's really sweet of you when you knows or rather remember every detail about me in a very short period of time. like, my favourite drinks & chocolates:D ( & i do remember certain stuff you likes)
more to list. but, it's too personal.

i do agree that promises are not meant to be broken. i know you're a man of your words. & you ain't behaving/like those guys friends i have.
i'll still be around to hear your unhappiness.

thank you , bestie !

finish each day & be done with it. you've done what you could. some blunders & absurdities have crept in; forget them as soon as you can. tomorrow is a new day. you shall begin it serenely & with too high a spirit to be encumbered with your old nonsense.

Labels: to my beloved bestie

finally, i went to Malaysia ! *three cheers!(:
it's has been a long while since i last went there to shop expect for School Trip.
speaking of it, i miss camps & doing overseas community service !
i just simply love sports & staying outdoors !:D

i guess i think mentioned before that the other time they(aunts,cousins & uncle) went Malaysia & i'm unable to go due to my Passport EXPIRED ! but sadly this time my cousins din't went as they got school & work.

again, QUALITY TIME was spent fruitfully!
met up with Juyi at tiong, mrt to Krangi to meet dayi & cat yi(:
had breakfast at Ananas Cafe then off we go Malaysia.
i learned how to go Malaysia from Singapore >< & it's much lesser people taking this route. shopped at Jesco & City Square. bought quite a number of items/foods from Jesco!
as the things are really cheap!(: had lunch/dinner at Secret Recipe. as usual, ain't that tasty too. left about four plus-five plus ! while walking, shopping & eating had loads of jokes, fun, joy & laughter with uncle & aunties ! can't wait for the next family trip/gathering/outing!

p/s: i can really blend with anyone regardless of age ! LOL !